Yesterday was a history. Tomorrow is a mystery.
But today is a gift, that's why we called it "Present".
Everytime I saw a varsity jacket, I saw a pride. A pride that the students brought with them everytime they showed off their jacket by wearing them. A pride for their school, a pride for their achievement (correct me if I'm wrong, seem like the varsity jacket originally made for the baseball players? the players' number and initial was sewed into their jackets).
Hi Readers!
As the end of 2016 is approaching, I am thrilled to realize that I'm going to have an internship in earlier 2017. It's a life changing moment, I'll be leaving this college life soon (wipe tears). The company that hired me have told me that the dresscode is formal from Monday to Thursday, and non-formal for Fridays.. so I'm searching a formal outfit inspiration for my work look, and here are some elegant blouses that I summarized from StyleWe.com, take a look!
This is my top 5 picks for formal look. Guess what, I've bought the white one! I feel like the cutting of the white one, is really feminine and professional. I'm highly considering to buy the rest too, hahaha. Now, let me share the top 3 picks for the non-formal outfit that I would like to wear to my office, still from StyleWe.com. This section is actually suitable for you who searches gift for thanksgiving day, but I found this section offers eyecatching clothes, so I'm taking a peek from there.
I'm excited to wear those kind of outfit to my office, seems like it's gonna be so cool! It's so nice when you walk in confidence and not looking dull. Have a nice day fellas!
On February, I received an invitation to attend a media session from an one-to-watch newcomer fashion application named LYKE. As a hybrid of fashion blogger and IT student, I couldn't resist to come. I've been always interested of how far technology could ease up our life, and this time it offers an interactive new platform of fashion.
She combed her wavy hair and put some make up on. She chose to wear whitish look with a shade of pink. After doing twirl in front of mirror, she grabbed her purse and go downstairs, straight to the living room. When her eyes met his, her cheeks turn rosy. He stood up and smile. "You looked absolutely beautiful as always", he complimented her. Before she could say a word, he reached her hand and said, "let's go!".
Seeing clouds floating above her head through the sunroof, feeling the kiss from sun on her skin, passing by hundreds of trees outside the car, and sitting next to person that means the whole world for her; she felt extremely lucky. "So what is the name of your outfit today? Angel in Disguise, Pale-ntine, Summertime Madness?". She rolled her eyes and quickly replied, "Umm, Pinky Shade of Slay? hahaha". He laughed and said,"hahaha, I see, you totally slayed my sanity right now". They both burst into laughter. Certain things might catch her eye, but only him that captured her heart.
Hai Semua!
Karena ini adalah Beauty Box di Indonesia, jadi aku reviewnya sebagian besar pakai Bahasa Indonesia deh. Untuk para wanita berumur 20an, pasti gak asing dengan produk kecantikan. Produk kecantikan yang terdiri dari perawatan kulit dan tubuh, hingga makeup, memang erat banget sama wanita. Aku sejak dulu udah tertarik banget sama beauty, meski tidak tertarik jadi beauty influencer sih, hahaha. Rasanya senang banget kalau dapet produk kecantikan baru, apalagi kalau dikirim ke rumah dalam bentuk beauty box, rasanya seperti dapet hadiah dari diri sendiri, buat diri sendiri. Dulu banget aku pernah review tentang Vanity Trove, tapi entah terakhir aku cek sih mereka udah ga keluarin beauty box lagi? Jadi kali ini aku coba untuk order dari Sociolla.com dan coba untuk subscribe sama sociolla box. Sociolla box ini udah sampai ke pintu rumahku sekitar 1 minggu lalu, tapi aku baru sempet review sekarang, hahaha.
If parallel universe does exist, will we meet each other again there? will us hate each other there? will us have different squad? or in contrary, will we able to hold hand, yet still smiling from our hearts? will your
touch still give goosebumps to my arms? will your stupid and indecisive
texts still make me laugh? and, will I, still in love with you?
I knew you were trouble when you walked in, and I still came close to you without considering disaster that you might bring into my life. You're such a toxic but I'm addicted to it. If I can alter time, I would not give you my number on that day. And I wonder how my world will turn out without someone powerful like you, powerful enough to make me die a little inside every time you show up in my dreams.
We often fall in love with ideas. Idea that she/he is the one. Idea that what she/he does, is for us. Idea that she/he has a pure white heart. Idea that our reality may be similar to korean drama. And when those ideas don't become reality, we get upset.
I have to admit that the last time he asked me to accompany him somewhere, gave me difficulties to sleep. I felt too happy, to leave reality. A simple text from him, able to make my chin up. Silly pics of him, filled up my phone's gallery. I was too drowned in this 'ideas of him' until I realize he might be doing this not for me, but himself. He might ask me to accompany him not because he wanted to spend time with me, but to make him feel not alone. He might send silly pics of him not only for me, but to his other friends too. He might text me not to catch up with me, but to shoo away his boredom. The way I thought I was treated special by him, may just ordinary things for him.
She closed her eyes. The silence sang lullaby straight into her ears. She fell into deep sleep right away, forgetting the never-ending battle between her logic and her feeling everytime her conciousness was up. She thought the overdose amount of antidepressants that flew within her veins would help to let go the sore in her chest, but it wasn't. She wished that she would never open her eyes again, but she got herself breathing on the next morning. With the sorrow that had consumed sparkles in her eyes, she gazed to the window near her bed and whispered to herself, "can I just be happy?".
The day I met you is the day I believe I was lucky. I was keeping myself busy on my phone in the corridor and you accidentally dropped your papers. Lots of papers. Ah, reckless boy. I got up from my seat and helped you to clean the mess. You looked tired. I offered myself to help you bring those gigantic load of papers to place you should bring it. With a thin smile, you made up your glasses and say "yes please, help me bring it to my car if you don't mind". It was a lucky day, luckiest day I guess. We didn't talk much, but when we reached your car, you asked if you can text me or be a friend in a chat application. That's when all of these things started.
Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.- Liam Neeson
I was not believing in love, again. I left a guy that became a knight that helped me with my works because I just wasn't have feelings for him. I also was in a frienemies condition with a guy that I used to love but turned out to create big trust issues with me lately. I knew love existed, but somehow I thought it probably forgot to come by into my life. Everything was perfect for anyone else but me. I felt that something was missing in my life and I couldn't find it.
Though I was dying in the circumstances, I tried not to let down anyone. But that's not working, even I created wounds in myself and other. I learned that without inner peace, you can't do anything. You can't. Then I happened to read that quote from Liam Neeson. I said to myself "I am not going to let myself in pain, anymore".
My mom told me to forgive but not to forget, so you couldn't be fooled twice. Seemed like I misunderstood it and took it as "not forgiving at all". I still can't get it, how can you forgive someone without not forgetting their faults? Because if you still remember their faults, those anger and disappointments stay still in your heart and mind. And for me, if I want to have peace and forgive, I have to forget. And I finally understand that forgiving is about giving peace to you, not just about you are right and they are wrong. People may call us foolish, but the most foolish person might be the happiest one.
I'm feeling like a fool every time I remember my love story. We both are like asymptote line, we can get closer and closer but never meant to be together. But he's my cup of tea, at least he was. Now, as we don't speak anymore, his existence starts to fade between my schedule. I also get myself busy towards other things, yes you can call it as my denial of his memory. I don't wanna sit in the corner and always be remembered by his sweet things. I'm letting you go, as my past love. But I made promise not to wave goodbye to you, I will try my best to work our friendship, keeping it in the best way it could be. If you read this, please understand that I was having a rough time, adapting to live without someone I really care.. but you are my cup of tea, and always are.
Romwe shirt - Charlotte Russe tank top - Nevada Jeans - HerVelvetVase heels
Hi and hi. After all these months I post about my outfit again! I have thought about abandoning this blog and do my works in college, but everytime I have spare time, I always find myself writing love stories and taking pictures again, to be posted here. I can't express how I like writing beautiful sentences. Maybe I should write a novel? hahaha it was my childhood dream and I dunno if I can make it happen. Now, I am positioned at a critical position in my student organization. I can't easily say no and have myself a lazy time, because they need me. It's also out of my mind to get this position. I just volunteering and helping in the events that held by the organization, but one day, out of blue, I was chosen to have this position. Doing things that you love, can make you go far..
And this post actually was for the Christmas outfit! haha look at the green and red there! however I was too busy managing my "job" in organization, college works, and lately, my own entrepreneur project, so this post was suspended until earlier Feb, ahaha. I'll write more about things that I'm working on, soon! So excited to share about my project with you all :)
Till we meet again, fellas! Believe me I'll get myself back here in every spare time that I have :)
