Hello fellas!
This time I'm trying to make my face looks "longer" than usual.. and it looks not bad.. hahaha.. but how pale my face in these photos.. -_-"

Recently, I love to wear this denim top.. Feels like more stylish but still formal enough to wear to some formal place, like church, course, etc. Am I look older than my real age? lol :)


Nevada blue denim top, Stylee jeans, Louis Vuitton bag, The Little Things She Needs flats.

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Anyway, thank you for Dian Ajeng from Less Sugar Sweet Candy for giving me this award, I'm glad to receive it :D

1. Choose 5 of your favorite songs.
2. Give the award to 10 other blogs.

So here's my top 5 songs:
1.  Fly Me to the Moon - Kenny G.
2.  Something 'bout Love - David Archuleta
3. TGI Friday - RAN
4. If I ain't got you - Alicia Keys ft. Usher
5. Marry U - Super Junior

and about 10 other blogs, I think all blogs that I know are amazing, so.. I award "I love music and I love your blog!" for first 10 people who commented on this post :)

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Then, a tag is given to me from Inggrid, the author of Snowfall and Flowers Bloom. Thank you for your attention! :D


Here are Inggrid's questions, that answered by me:

1. Whether your innermost dreams you want to achieve?
- I want to be a musician, it's my dream since I was in the kindergarten :)
2. Do you love your life? what is interesting of your life?
- Of course. Life has its own up and down, that's what make life interesting.
3. Do you have a favorite item? What is it?
- Whoa, I love lots of stuffs! but if I must to pick one, it is my laptop.
4. Snow season or winter?  
- Actually I prefer to autumn :)
5. If you are a magician who can change anything, what would you change?
- I want to change the thickness of my books.. I wish they were much thinner! Everyday, I look like carrying a bomb in my backpack.. really, my textbooks are so thick and heavy and it's REALLY annoying -_-
6. What quotes do you like? Why you like it?  
-"your smile is your most amazing make up." hahaha I think it's true and every people need to realize it :)
7. What you liked when you were single? Why do you love the single period?
- ahaha... it's private :)
8. What inspires your blog? 
- See my About page (click here)
9. If one is not love your blog, what do you do?
- it's okay.. I don;t really care about those people.. Actually we can't make some friends without making a few enemies.
10. What sights you'd love to visit?
- Bali, Europe, America, Australia.. all around the world!
11. If you are given the opportunity to meet your beloved idol. But the opportunity was stymied because your mom is sick. Which do you choose?
- I will take care of my mom, that's what I choose.






Have a great day!

Have you feel deeply loved by someone and in love with someone, but suddenly they leave you and never come back?


That's what I feel, every 1st March.


This date, is the birthday of the most wonderful boy I ever met. He's my first crush, when I was in junior high. I hope my relationship with him will lasts forever, 'till we both become an old couple, watching our grandchild running around.. Sitting together in a rocking chair.. on a small comfortable house countryside.. Passing the rest of our life together..



Until that day come.. 13th November 2009.


The day he passed away, after he struggle to beat his sickness for 17 years. Yes, since he was a little baby, he must to face his sickness by himself.




He is not a desperate person. He always fight for what he deserves, especially the life he has dreamed every night before he fall asleep. Maybe, the reason why he passed away in his young age, isn't because he already give up to fight.. But because Our Creator's love for him.. God wants to give him a life he deserves, not in earth, but in another life.


At first I can't accept this and can't let him go. I don't understand this... However as the time goes by, I realize this is the best way to make him happy, at least in another life. Yah, God's most unfair way for us actually the fairest path to walk through..






 Katy's The One that Got Away music video perfectly describes my feeling to him. I think you all have watched the original video, so in this post I give you the acoustic version of this song :)

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Wishing you all the goods and loves, fellas!
Sincerely,






P.S: Alvano, you have secured an eternal place in my heart. I will always love you.

Happy 2nd Birthday, My Random Thoughts!

Exactly on 20th February 2009, I made this blog. But I think the accumulation of my hiatus is about 1 year, so, MRT (abbreviation of My Random Thoughts) "true" age is 2 years! lol...



Video above actually tells you about my journey.. from February 2009 until now :)





lol editing some of my kitten photos in picnik.com.. can't believe such a great online photo editor like picnik shuts down soon on April :(


Recently I'm falling in love with K is for Kani's blog, and start to look all her journey in her blog. I'm surprised when I found this post, there's Indomie (kind of noodle, but it's easy to serve, you only need 3 minutes to cook it and serve it!) in her purchases! wow.. Indomie is an instant noodle from Indonesia, and it's exist in Australia too? Wow.. I'm curious if there's Indomie in another country.. hahaha...











By the way, for my blog's 2nd anniversary, I am teamed up with Romwe.com, and gives my dearest reader:

5% discount coupon on Romwe.com

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valid until: 16th February 2013

 one time for one person.

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Have a great day!
Cheers,

Hello Loves!

As life gets us and face us to reality, some days in every years, like today, is a day to dream and wishing something that we have asked for ages, to come true. I'm not a big fan of Valentine's Day, which most people celebrate by sending chocolate, roses, or teddy bear. But I appreciate this kind of ceremony, because Valentine's Day reminds us that Love still exist and still become one of some important things that we need--as a human and also as a social creature.









Girlz pink tank top, unbranded pink dots dress, Untamed black short legging, Sox Galeri black socks, Nevada ankle boots.




Actually I don't like to show off my face, lol, like the common photographer: Love to photograph, but doesn't love to be photographed.. So I set a "shiny and dreamy" photo-shoot with lots of white.. Anyway these photograph (taken by Jason, my little bro) is awesome in my standard, so I think to share it with you, for Valentine's Day post :) Sketch above is my drawings, I draw it last year when there's a Drawing subject in my school. Still raw and need much more practices and details.. but at least this sketch is a "print-out" of what kind of guy that I admire.. hahaha.. :p
What kind of guy/girl that you admire? It's a honor if you let me know it ;)






Warm Regards,
Helena Natanael ♥

Hello guys!

Have I told you that I have a big obsession with cat? I do love cat, esp type of Calico Cat, with mix of brown, white and black fur... so adorable! These are photos of 2 cats and 1 kitten that I take. No, they aren't kind of Calico, but I think their fur color are a little bit look alike.. They often play in my home, maybe because sometimes I give 'em meats, lol..

Half of photograph above are edited on Picnik.com, a quick and easy online photo editor to beautify your photos. You must try it, really. But I've got bad news, Picnik is going to shut down on April 19, 2012. That's why I'm using this online app, to try its premium and amazing photo editor before it shuts down. However, Picnik has given us mesmerizing moments and give some blast on our photos. Thanks, Picnik!


What's your plan for upcoming Valentine? If you need some Valentine gift inspirations, just visit "The Creative Place" thumbnail below :)

Wishing you to have a "full of love" week!
Cheers,






Photo credit: taken by Helena Natanael, edited in Picnik.com