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By Helena Natanael - Sunday, August 27, 2017


When a man loves a woman, can't keep his mind on nothin' else. He'd trade the world for a good thing he has found. If she is bad, he can't see it.. she can do no wrong. He will turn his back on his best friend, if he puts her down. When a man loves a woman, spend his very last dime trying to hold on to what he needs, which is her. He'd give up all his comforts and sleep out in the rain, if she said that's the way. When a man loves a woman, deep down in his soul she can bring him such misery, but loving eyes can never see..







The auto-play song selection on YouTube played "when a man loves a woman" by Michael Bolton, when she was backing up photos and screenshots from her phone to her PC. She loves to pack up into organized folder, the photos and chat screenshots of him, her love. Then the song caught her ears. She felt like the song suited her boyfriend's love. The way he acted, the way he sacrifice things just for her, was written perfectly in the song's lyric.

Few days before, just right on their monthiversary, she made him cried because she felt disappointed. She never saw a man cried because of her. And he had cried several times because of her. Since the first time he cried, she had seen the sincerity in his heart and his feelings towards her, and she had tried not to make him shed sad tears, but she failed. She made him cried again. She was going to cancel their monthiversary date just because of disappoint feeling, it made him sad. But then after some snuggles, she agreed to still have her date with him.







The date went a little bit out of plan, but it still perfect for both of them. When he drove her home, and asked for a standing hug, she gave it to him immediately and her heart felt warm. He had grown more strong love feelings in her heart. On each fights and disappointments, they still fell back together and even holding hands stronger. She can't imagine how her life would be without his infinity love. "This is why I always sad when you try to cancel our date," he sent her text immediately after he arrived at home. "Because our date is always awesome, darl" he continued, "And I always love, to have date, with the right person" he stopped for a moment, and he wrote "It's You". 

It's the first time for her to see that kind of love. And she felt like had made a gold decision, to have him as her boyfriend, and committed to him. Both of them have some certain insecure feeling when they are apart, and they are still working on it. But deep down in their heart, they feel insecure because they loved each other so much and they don't know if they will find a perfect partner like each other again if something bad happen. Because if you're committed to somebody, you don't allow yourself to find perfection in someone else...






Bracelet from Something Borrowed


Photographer:
Billy Darmawan

Location:
Landmark Pluit
Jl. Pluit Selatan Raya No.2, RW.8, Penjaringan.
Jakarta, Indonesia

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