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You are the apple of my eye

By Helena Natanael - Saturday, July 03, 2021

Doubt thou the stars are fire, Doubt that the sun doth move, Doubt truth to be a liar, But never doubt I love.
 - William Shakespeare.





"Thank you for today ya" We arrived in front of my home, I was picking up my stuffs from his car and he suddenly said "Helen, please wait a moment...", he took a deep breath and continued, "Let's make us official... would you like to be my girlfriend?". I froze. I never knew this came so fast. At first I thought he was still taking things slow and I didn't expect a lot. But this, came out of blue, and I was not prepared. With hesitation, and still in shock, I said yes.

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"I really do in love with you and I want to commit with you. I really feel grateful to find you, please wait for me while I'm preparing things up to start a life with you in it... You're the one that I've been looking for this whole time, believe me that I truly love you and want to be with you". First time I heard about it, I can't trust it 100%, how can a man said such sweet words just after 3 months? I'm afraid if I believe him, he will be another man breaking my heart in the end. But now I'm sure that he will do the exact thing that he said.


Every time we spend time together and learn about each other, I keep falling in love again with this man. I might have loved before but with him.. it's different. It's peaceful, it's mature, it's patient, and it grows every single day. I always love the way he made me feel and the way he thinks; he really is a mature man, he is calm and not turbulent, he expresses his feelings well. Even if in his sadness and anger, he still treats me very well and not dragging me inside his bad feelings.. lots of things that I never think can be exist in a man. I believe I can rely to him whenever I need him, and I will always try to be his home whenever he needs me.


I once thought I know what love is, but now I realize what kind of love that I want. I want that effortless and peaceful love. However, not like anyone else who wishes to meet their soulmate sooner, I am happy to meet him just like this. If we meet sooner, we might not be ready and fit properly to each other. Now I just want to be patient and grow together with him, and be hopeful of our next journey in a few years. H & H, isn't that looks beautiful to be written somewhere special? ❤︎ 

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