She stargazed to the sky with him beside her. Fireworks everywhere, yeah it's new year's eve. She loves how fireworks paints the dark sky with lights even for just a second. "Do you remember how we first met, darl?" she smiled to him. "You said your phone was broken...", she stopped for a moment and continues, "your phone was broken, you could not call or text, and you asked for my number and tried to call me, to show that it's broken.. but unlucky you, my phone rang. And I just giggle, knowing that you do that trick just to get my number.. what a smooth move hahaha". "Ah sh*t hahaha you got me!" he smiled and pulled her to his chest. "It's cheesy, and you already heard it million times, but I love you", he kissed her in forehead. She moved her head and looked at him, "I know... Love you too..", and she returned a smooch on the lips. She suddenly remembered the letters he wrote on her last birthday. She never expected that he could write such beautiful and long letter.....


"How couldst thee so attractive!

We met on that class wearing our white shirt and black pants. I remember it clearly, she was sitting on that bench, alone, and I were standing over the balcony just watching how she act, how she talk, and how she interact with people. That moment, she already catch my eye, and that made me so determinate that I need to meet you, I need to talk to you. You give me that curiosity feeling.

I am so lucky, that we were in the same class together. We usually study together in a group, but then, slowly, it's just the two of us. You made my heartbeat race when we're alone in the library, and when we spent time together at that cafe. From that moment, I knew that you brought sparkles to my eyes and I have to tell you someday that, I already in love with you.

Dear the shy boy that secretly has the heart of gold...

So I've been thinking, how could she's my girlfriend now while I'm just a shy boy? It's because that she's the one making the move. She's the one who try hard, just like that day, the one that we spent on Solaria. She confess!!! Calm down, dear me. Yeah she confess not that she love me, but she confess that she is attracted to me. I was so happy! Not only she confess, but she also did write a lot of beautiful things about me. She really appreciate my existence, and made me feel needed.

That was one major step of our relationship. We know that we like each other. We attracted to each other and we know that we will love each other.

So I keep depending on her. And it was right! She is always the reason of my success. In campus, she always support me and motivate me to do impossible stuff turned possible. Until one day she made me confess that I truly love her, the impossible became possible. I know right, took me long enough.

She carry not just my secret.

She is the type of woman that I am willing to do anything for her. Not because she force me to, but because she's the everything for me. She's my sweety angel I met in person.

Exactly one year ago that my relationship were truly sparked. The night when she rolled up my sleeve and make both of our heart racing. And then, day by day, the fire getting bigger and bigger. And yes that fire sometimes hurt one of us, but it just because we can't control it yet. We are better now. Our love is bigger than any fire that will come.

She gave me reason, to enjoy the short amount of our lives, to travel and to see the other side of the world, to grow and raise little version of myself until they became a prince and princess, and gave me the reason, reason to love her until death do parts us.

What's the point of life without reasons anyway?"

"Hey darl? What are you thinking? Why are u become quiet?" he ran his finger through her hair. "Ah, just being nostalgic about our memories", she looked his face and hug him, "I always thankful everytime I remember them.. you are the true definitions of happy new year for me".

Heya readers!

This post, this time, contains an actual message from my boyfie, to me, for my birthday last year. I finally has the time to write it up in the blog (and also after taking pics of my outfit too, hahaha), I just wanna make this beautiful writing at the place it should be: on my blog. As a memento of beautiful things that has happen in my life. I never expect that he could write such lovely words! He was inspired from my blog, he said. And yes, he is the one that I describe on my writings that I usually wrote on my blog, starts from Heal (click to read it!). All love writings that I wrote can you access easily from the navigation menu on my blog, below the header you can find menus, and you may select CATEGORY > LOVE WRITINGS or you can also simply click here to see it :)

It's such a bliss to have someone grateful of your existence, and to have someone share the beauty of the world. It gives you purpose to keep living to the fullest day by day. Have a Happy New Year 2019!